Do People like their first name? #Postintermediatereading

 My name is a prayer for me.

Assalamualaikum..
Hello guys! This is the first time I typed to create this blog. You also first read my writing.
I will explore my identity before I tell a lot on my blog.

     My name is Anggarda Paramita. My nickname is Anggie. Surely you will think, my first name is like a male name, but why is my last name and my nickname as female? Why isn't it called "Angga"? That's right?

     Actually I am a woman, my self asked why could that be? All I know is that since when a child I have been called like that.
Indeed, a lot of bullying from the closest people who questioned my name, sometimes people find it difficult to spell my full name, wrong in writing my name, but I remain proud and lucky not to be called "Angga" hehehe ..

     Now, where is my name from? Who gave my name like a boy? The answer is, when I was in the womb, my mother came to the obstetrician and then did an USG during a young pregnancy, and I was detected by a doctor that I would be born as a baby boy, but when my mother was USG again, I was kind female sex, and I was born as a daughter in 1999. That is why my first name is like a boy's name. It is amazing, right? Humans are just planners. God is decisive.

     What gave my name was my grandfather, my mother's father. Why should he? Because I was the first grandchild of the family, I was of native East Javanese descent with distant the noble descent. Then my grandfather must give me a name.
My name is taken from ancient Javanese, which means "Towards Perfection". Yes, they hope that someday I will be the daughter who leads to perfection in her life, even though we know that in this world there will be nothing perfect except God.

     It doesn't stop there, the uniqueness of my name is in "where was my name taken from?" My name was taken from a well-known cigarette factory in Indonesia, the cigarette "Sampoerna Mild", a cigarette with a dominant white wrapper, with the red color combination is one of my inspiration names. Do you know? Actually, behind the cigarette pack is my full name. Sometimes I am embarrassed if someone sends me a photo of the wrap and says "There is your name here!" ha ha ha. It's very funny and tickling. It's a bit embarrassing, but I can deceive them by saying "Yes, I'm the grandson of the cigarette factory owner". Some believe, some even bully. Oh god, forgive me hahaha.

     If I have a child later, I will give a unique, beautiful, familiar but uncommon name. So that my child is not bullying by his friends like his mother first hehe.
Because, I like the names of children from the Middle East, from Turkey, I will name my daughter (Ayline Zerrin Asqia Surahman). The meaning is (Hallo the golden Moon). If my child is a boy, I will give a name (Altana Zuhayr Asqal Surahman), meaning that (Like a bright sun). Surahman is my boyfriend's last name. Hahaha dream isn't it? The point is I will put my husband's last name on my child's name later.

     When it comes to western names, I like 3 names of baby girls from the west, namely Maisha, Keana, and Meida. If a baby boy seems unique given a western name like William, Andrew, and Billy. Very unique isn't it? But unfortunately, I remain with my main commitment. I will give my child's name with Turkish names hehehe.

     Although, my name is strange, and I will give beautiful names for my future child, I don't want to change my name, I think my name is a destiny that I can't change, and I don't regret. I am proud and very grateful with my name. Because I believe, my name is a prayer for me and my future life. God has scratched his ink without asking permission from weak creatures like me, because my name, I can be strong.
Thanks god for everything. Thank you my big family.

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